Band rehearsal today was quite awful. I just can't seem to get my part right, I can't seem to get it, I want to give up but I know I can't. The same is with my English assignment, I can't do it. It's not making sense and I am just oh so frustrated. Everything seems like it doesn't make sense anymore. What is the point, there is no sense of spark left in my soul. I just want to throw it away and cry. Cry until there are no more salty, bitter tears left inside of me. Cry like there is no tomorrow. Cry until I am empty and then ready to fill up with new light.
I need a sense of inspiration, a new path to follow, a new mindset. I need a new tomorrow, starting from now.
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