It not that I don't like you

It's just there's something about you, I can't pin point it though.
Spending time with you, used to be fun. Now it doesn't seem as exciting.
Talking to you, used to be so easy. Now it just feels like a burden.
Have we changed? Is our friendship not as strong?
Maybe it's time for both of us to move on? I want to, leave you, but I can't.
I know it's cruel but deep inside I cannot live without you.
I think our relationship is starting to be a little love-hate, or maybe it always has been but I haven't noticed.
Have I been looking at you with rose coloured glasses all these years?
I am so confused, maybe we can fix this?
But the thing is, you don't even think there is a problem. To you, I'm your best friend.
In your mind everything is fine and dandy, PERFECT, like it has been for the last 10 or so years.
But my mind, sees things completely differently.
My mind sees it very bittersweet.