night time can be scary. when we were little, there were monsters underneath our beds. when we got older, it was the scary man coming for us who would knock on our window. but the older we get we should fear going to sleep as we never know if we will wake up or not.
everything is risky. driving a car is risky, even though i do everything right - someone could crash into me and i might die.
walking in a park by myself is risky, there are all those bike path attackers and what not.
drinking to much is risky, you can lose your mind and do something you regret.
EVERYTHING is risky. kissing, sex, eating, drinking, drugs, driving, clubbing. everything.
i need to let go, i need to get rid of these irrational fears, its not normal.
i don't know what i'm afraid of. if everything is dangerous, that means nothing is.
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Reni. I have learnt a valuable lesson from my mother. She always tells me, "don't be scared of death, everyone dies. Accept life the way it is and live every moment to the full."
I keep this in mind when I feel sad, lost or scared. I am petrified of being alone in the dark (home alone at night for example), I realise though I just need to take a deep breath and realise that everything happens for a reason, God has a plan for everybody. Remind yourself that you are loved and safe - and then you will feel protected.
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