Selfish

It's the same story everytime,
No, not this time, you'll get another chance to do that.
Nup, No you can't do that, because I said so.
Apparently I'm selfish, apparently I don't think or plan ahead.
I am far from selfish, okay, I think about everything, all the minor details so I won't be a burden, so that we might achieve a compromise and you go an accuse me of only thinkig gabout myself and that I don't undersand. Fuck, I do understand, I really do. I know that I'm different, I've learnt to live with it and it's not something I go around advertising but when you treat me like this, it's hard to blend in with the crowd. You don't understand, how anything works, how my life works, what's important to me at all. All I want to do is escape and you can't even let me do that.