I wanted to cry last night

I felt alone, because of the empty, pointless conversation.
I felt scared, in case I get caught out.
I felt sick, because of what had happened.
I felt stressed, because of school.
I felt angry, because you don't seem to understand me.

I still feel unhappy this morning, I just want it to be holidays. I want everyone to feel relaxed, that way I won't misinterpret the negative vibes. I want it all to be over, but most of all, I want my best friend. I want to take pointless photos and stay up all night, I want to eat sugar and laugh over nothing. I hate that you live so far away and that the term takes 10 weeks, cause that is 10 weeks that I can't do this stuff with you.