It's that time again

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy.

It's starting to sink in - the physical exhaustion, the stress, the worry.
I just want to stop thinking, to relax to just breathe.

My brain hurts, my stomach hurts, all of me hurts.
I wish I could give up, gosh it would be so much easier.

I'm so tired but as much I sleep it doesn't help.
My brain feels like mush, it's not healthy to think so much.
My body is so weak, weak mind causes a weak body and I have a feeling I won't last.

I need to recharge currently there is more energy going out then there is going in.
Healthy food doesn't do it for me, neither does sugar or junk.
It's as though there is nothing that can help me now.
I just don't want to break down now, not yet, I've come so far.

It will happen soon, it nearly happened today.
I'm so drained, so empty, so dead.
I know that it's not going to pretty when it happens, but please, someone, anyone, be there for me.

But for now, I'm not giving up - I'm going to keep fighting, keep pushing and just hoping for the best.